New year, New me?

If you’re going to ask, what’s my new years resolution. Well, it’s simple really. I just want to grow taller hihi. 

Kidding aside, i wanna start with getting more closer with God. It’s a new year for me to change and to learn things from my mistakes from the past. He helped me through every obstacle i had faced from now, and ofcourse, i have someone to support me in any shape or form. He's the reason why i believed in God's power, his grace and even his wisdom. Without him, we wouldn't be here anymore. I had made a lot of sins, and yet, he forgave me. Because, i was still his child. I was a sinner, but he helped me overcome it, he helped me to become a better person. So, i will do anything in God's will to do what's right and what is best for me and the society.

Second, improve myself. I have been told that i’m loud and sometimes (always) crazy. well my dear friends, from now on, i will try to lessen that and control my actions and words next time! No joke, i have not been okay since then and my talkative side is a way of me hiding the pain. So, you'll see me smilling but you'll never hear me talking.

Change, yes. 

Third, save money. I spent a lot of money and i don’t even save up anymore. so, i want to earn some so i could spent it when i’m hungry or when i need to buy something i really really need. Mostly i spend it on food though. Hindi po ako materialistic, patay gutom lang. Charot.

Fourth, gain weight. Yes, as a girl who’s weight is 21 or 23, i’m not happy. i’m getting bullied for how small and skinny i am. So, in order for me to achieve that, i have to eat lots of food, drink plenty of water and sleep regularly. Well, eat healthy foods and prevent myself from junk foods obvi. Dva, lamon ng lamon pero di tumataba si ate niyo.

Oh well, that’s it for now. I’m just going to add some when i could think of anything again, hihi. So long, my dear. I hope you have a wonderful time reading my new year’s resolution. Hoping matupad ko hhahahah, May God Bless you, dear child.

In addition, i want to be one of the sources of people why they chose to live. I don't know, maybe it feels great if someone appreciates it when you ask them if they're okay or if they are going through something. When i ask about people if they're okay, it's always a genuine question. No fake words included to those questions. Because, i really care for them. If i don't, i would just ignore it. But no, i'm not that kind of person who leaves people out like that when i know they're struggling. I understand when they don't want to ask for help, but, it would make them feel better because someone actually cares. Always remember, the thought always counts. She didn't ask for it but she appreciates it. People love it when someone does something that they didn't ask for. But, not in a bad or negeative way, just, good and positive. I wish a lot of people like those exist, you know? Well, i know you're one of them. So, keep it up, owkie? Oh well, this is now a Goodbye! Sayonara!